New Year's Eve Song Lyrics - Jessica Windsor

I spent my whole life denying everything
And here I am without you on this New Year's Eve
Minutes turn to hours as I watch the clock
Another year arriving and the whole world stops

This is the first year I'll spend without you in it
I'll be thinking of you every single minute
The countdown starts
The world is cheering
Here another year appearing
I'm not ready to start living
In a year that you're not with me

The only resolutions I will ever keep
Is that I'll never love somebody else this deep
I will call more often and I'll keep my word
I will lean in closer even when it hurts

This is the first year I'll spend without you in it
I'll be thinking of you every single minute
The countdown starts
The world is cheering
Here another year appearing
I'm not ready to start living
In a year that you're not with me

Every minute that goes by
You slip into the sands of time
Our moments turn to memories
Your life fades into history

Here's another year I'll spend without you in it
I'll be thinking of you every single minute
The countdown starts
The world is cheering
Here another year appearing
I'm not ready to start living
In a year that you're not with me

My heart sinks the second that the ball drops
When you lose someone you love time doesn't stop
Here I am without you on this New Year's Eve
I'll just have to celebrate for you and me